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Untitled because... by sa-chan, literature

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Untitled because...

Sometimes, I wish my body would shatter I want to break into pieces Smash my bones against something hard Until the pain forces me to spontaneously combust Sometimes, I want to crash my car At high speeds into the nearest tree But somehow I know that that would not be enough I've paralyzed myself into jumble thoughts and fantasies of destroying myself I don't believe I'll amount to much I don't think that art and words can save me Because I lost those around the time I started holding my breath hoping to pass out I'm drowning because I want to be saved I want to go back to that person who used to believe in fairytales and lov

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Wedding Plans by sa-chan, literature

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Wedding Plans

Wedding Plans A Monday and I'm all alone Calling friends up to ask what to do Invited over to a friend's Talking about everything that comes to mind Feelings, doubts, love and such Then we call you but you're not home Or simply didn't answer the phone So we call another and invite her over Dinner's yummy and so is the peach cobbler Before I know it, a wedding's being planned One for you and me, though only as a joke We call several more times hopping to ask The hypothetical questions you'd ask a groom You never answer and I'm both sad and relieved We finish the Guest List, Sitting Arrangements, Flowers, Food, Décor, Tuxes and

Perfect Together by sa-chan, literature

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Perfect Together

Perfect Together I sit and watch you They say my eyes sparkle They say I'm truly happy and not fake I laugh at all your jokes Because they bring me true joy They say a blush crawls on my cheeks They say my smile's brighter I could spin around forever And not care for anything other than you They say my step has a bounce They say I'm lighter than ever I sit and watch you Not a detail goes unseen They say my eyes sparkle They say I'm truly happy and not fake My hear pounds faster, my body feels hotter Your touch brings pure bliss They say a blush crawls on my cheeks They say my smile's brighter Just hold me in your arms agai

Loving Too Much by sa-chan, literature

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Loving Too Much

Loving Too Much Am I flinging affection, On someone who doesn't want it? Perhaps I love too easily It'll get me hurt again Falling blindly into a trap A predictable pattern for myself Some how I push them all away Most guys don't want to love Or silly poems from a love-sick me They want to be cared about, but not that way At least that is what I've come to see I fear too much about what they're thinking, Maybe of ways to use my naïveté? Am I flinging affection, On someone who doesn't want it?

Unpredictable: A Life Sentence by sa-chan, literature

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Unpredictable: A Life Sentence

Unpredictable: A Life Sentence Sharp, why so sharp? Like knives along skin But deeper in Scaring an invisible tissue Never expect to be the same Thoughts don't help Not at all Don't think, pretend It never existed Whatever happened this year Is no longer something to fear Confused, mind spinning confusion Why must there Always be a new dilemma waiting? Is there not a break From torture Grow, growing from experience No more innocence Or being naïve I'm learning the game And changing everyday But still Surprises come at every bend

A Moment of Happiness_A.... by sa-chan, literature

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A Moment of Happiness_A....

A Moment of Happiness; A Month of Pain Fall in and out, Heart breaks a little, A piece lost forever, Why do I torture myself? What prize is there to gain?— A moment of happiness; A month of pain. Why do I allow it to blind me? Always end up doing something Stupid in a willingness to please, A piece of my heart I can Never get back. A break up and I swear, I won't do it again I try so hard and then Someone always comes It starts all over again. And for what?— A moment of happiness; A month of pain.

Fearing: Dark Is All I Have by sa-chan, literature

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Fearing: Dark Is All I Have

Fearing: Dark Is All I Have Once more I lie in my bed and stare at the darkness. There's a rippling of light from the Christmas decorations hanged outside. But as time moves both sickly slow and fast, they fade until there's nothing but dark. My mind is in a strange place—almost dreaming but thinking clearly. Memories come and go, flashing a small light on something I can't even begin to understand. Sometimes you realize you're changing and other times you don't. And when you do realize it, you don't understand how or in what way. I know I've changed this year—grown, really—but why do I seem the same? I guess you can say I've matured. But

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Thrown Away by sa-chan, literature

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Thrown Away

Broken wine glasses glitter As half empty champagne bottles bubble and grow flat It's just that type of party, you stutter face down snuggling into a forgotten name I frown and pick through the pieces The pieces you're always leaving behind the metaphoric pieces of your mind White itchy fluff spills from overstuffed pillows, Are you happy now? I have to ask Not that you answer I already know the answer anyway As you kiss the bottle again You're just a forgotten name

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Current Residence: The place were stars fall
Wallpaper of choice: Usually vector or vexel art
Personal Quote: Something too long to paste here, either by Thoreau or Steinbeck

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Charcol, Pen, Pencil, Paper, Computer

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writing, reading, vectoring, foreign films, music

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sa-chan

Sep 9, 2006

SEEDS of the black earth

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https://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=103580168&MyToken=cc8b89b7-038c-401d-8f25-d3714b6b31d8 Um, basically, I'll asking you to sumbit your artwork/writing to our school's art magazine. <3

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Jun 26, 2006

Counting Stars

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First off: Happy belated birthday to Katsu. I miss you kido. Second off: I desperately need to submit something. But I find myself unsatisfied with my work as of late. In the Visual Art department, I think there's been improvement. But I still can't for the life of my draw an origional pose. So I end up looking at dA pictures, or stuff from manga or pictures of friends for poses. Then I feel bad that I stole a pose, even though I made the picture my own. Therefore, I don't upload. As for my writing... I haven't been able to write a decent poem since Thrown Away. Everything I write seems once again unorigional. The words come out cliche and

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May 23, 2006

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Um... yes. "At last I had something of my own to add to this. 'The worst part of it is this,' I said, 'that the survivors, if there are any, will immediately set about doing it all over again, exactly the same way.' 'Yes, I'm afraid you're right. Trial and error isn't a bad way to learn how to build an aircraft, but it can be a disastrous way to learn how to build a civilization.'" --Daniel Quinn, Ishmael.